I have been so incredibly sick, which has led to the need for me to be in bed... a lot. What legacy can I leave from my bed? I have been very tempted lately to get into self-pity and "works-based legacy" that lie to me that if I can't do something for Jesus, then I am not leaving a legacy about my relationship with Him. I have found myself thinking, "If I can't so anything for Jesus, then I just want to go Home (to Heaven) to be with Him. Yes, part of that is intense sickenss. And yes, part of that is strong drugs. But, deeper than all that is the root of the lie - that if I can't work for Jesus, then I have no legacy. I have had to really fight that lie with the truth - that my legacy is my relationship with Him rather than the work I do for Him. I never want to forget that. So, I go to Him and ask Him to draw me deeper into His heart...then give me the pyhsical strength to get out of bed and write a blog post about it so others can also be reminded of this vital truth as well!